I Am

Ok Mame Musings.. you've hooked me..and I must play along.. Love your blog! So... without further adieu here I go..

I AM

I Am...currently dealing with a head cold.  I have had it since before Christmas..and I want it to go away! Sniff Sniff!

I Want...to be able to write more.  To find the time; to finish chapter three!

I Have.. a very supportive husband.  I know this, but sometimes forget...until others point it out to me.. I travel a lot for work, and he picks up the pieces..I appreciate that.

I Keep... all things sentimental - although I'm not a hoarder.  If you wrote me a letter in high school, I may still have it somewhere.

I Wish I could... relax.  I mean stop worrying about everything I can't do..and just go with the flow.

I Hate... when I spend money on things that are stupid.  For instance, I just bought several shirts..and now that I have them home..I wish I didn't buy them.

This isn't the shirt I bought..but it could have been

I Fear... losing my children.  When I hear an Amber Alert I bawl like a baby.. I think it makes me a little crazy.. but I couldn't imagine.

I Hear... my husband shouting out in glee (ok probably not glee) that Cammelari has just been traded back to the Calgary Flames.

I'm happy he's back too..I mean look at him

I Don't Think... the world is going to end in December 2012.

I Regret... not making the most out of my twenties... but that's ok.. I got it back in my thirties.. lol

I Love....my family, writing, the smell of cinnamon buns.  The smell of wet cement after it rains, the smell of exhaust, and my lilac tree.  

I Am Not... fake.  I wish I could be a little more sometimes... hard to explain..but sometimes I can be 'too' real.

I Dance...when I clean the house.. it makes cleaning more fun! :)

I Sing..all the time..in the shower..in the car..in the elevator.. also when I clean.

I actually look like this..when I'm cleaning

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I Never...get everything done in a day that I set out to do... but sometimes..those things just aren't that important.

I Rarely...go to the Movies.  I think I should go more...but prefer sitting on my couch in my sweatpants, drinking wine..eating popcorn...and it's cheaper.

I Cry when... I see an old person struggling with something, when I'm at the airport and I see people run to each other in an embrace, during weddings, funerals, and parades... I cry when I'm watching my child at an event...doesn't matter what..I cry.. my teenager thinks I'm embarrassing.

I Am Not Always... positive; but I've been trying every day to find the positive in everything.

I Hate That.. I want to be a writer, and a stay at home Mom, and a business woman.. and I hate that you kind of have to be all of those things without really being any of them.  I know..sometimes I don't make sense... I Hate That too...

I Am Confused About...many things... like sports for instance.. 

I Need... to prioritize... to figure out who I am and where I'm going and what's important to me.

I Should..be doing a load of laundry, and getting ready to pick up my son at Cadets...but instead I'm blogging... but it's fun..